showing up

  gerbers

"If you show up for your work day after day after day after day, you might just get lucky enough some random morning to burst right into bloom" - Elizabeth Gilbert

Not much is coming to me today. I am a little sleepy, a little lazy.

But I made this commitment. To just show up, write, and post every day for a month. And I need to prove to myself that I can do it.

It is like my own personal marathon. Not every step is going to be glorious and profound. Not even close.

But it is still a step forward. Still a step in the right direction.

And the jasmine is so intoxicating.

So here I am with every sparkly seed of my soul with nothing to say other than I am here. I am here, bleary eyed dreaming of caffeine but knowing it is not a good idea for me unless I want to be doing the hora in my bed at 2 a.m.

And today just showing up and being here feels like enough.